too blind to see it

I could pretend everything is fine.
But deep inside..I cried.
How could you not notice or even bother to ask.
I feel like to runaway.
Go away and not thinking of it.
Sumtimes,I'm just tired.
Or am I just ego-shit?
So that others happy while I'm faking it.
I dunno how to say it to ur face...
Because I just can't say it...
Stupid ego in me has hurt myself so many times but it seems like
She never stop be it.stupid.its okay. :(.ill be okay sooner or later.
Maybe.